Needs to leave the apartment for food…

Yes, it is true, I will venture out in search of food.
Please pray for my safety.
This day has gone so quickly already!

My Girls…

Ok, so they technically belong to Nathan, but he is not here, and I have claimed them as my own.
Kate, Noni, Jana, Alice (Terry is a boy, but he is in there somewhere).
Sitting on the beach at night, huddled under a sleeping bag, watching the stars
Sitting in the lounge doing group reading with the Wisdom [...]

lazy days

lazy days with no commitment and no worries, and no care where everything is like a movie, and all you have to do is show up and be beautiful
i wish life was always like that
but its not
coming home and throwing yourself on the floor. being wakened by the weight of another that has suffered the [...]

I am better

I am a better person today. I know things and I am more secure in myself.
There are some things that I still don’t know, but that is mostly ok for now. I don’t know which of my futures is sustainable, which I should strive for and where I should go.
I guess this means [...]

Chips of Corn

For the second time in my life, I contemplate the reason why American Corn Chips taste so good after being open for 7 weeks.
And then, once again, I decide it doesn’t matter, and return to my baba ganouj.

I can’t remember…

I remember opening this window maybe half an hour ago.
I had something witty and insightful to write, but then 4.5GB of Barbra Streisand fell into my computer from nowhere, and my priority turned into sorting and tagging it to make sure it fits nicely in my collection. Ah… the 3.5GB of Hindi/Bollywood is also done…
BUT [...]

Faaaaaattt…

So, clearly, the best way to celebrate the re-awakened metabolism of a dear friend, and certain lead-performer, after four days of simultaneous vomiting and diahorreah is….
Indian buffet!!!!!
(Insert cheering, clapping, whistling, hat throwing and the double-handed air grab/shake gesture that denotes all-round winning.)
Two types of curry, pizza, splayed king prawns, fried chicken, baked broccoli, pilaf, naan, [...]

Today

13 varieties of deep-fried, three dipping sauces and a crispy cajun salad.
(Can they be serious by announcing the fish and chips is only available in the spring season!!)
And yes, I am ignoring the fact that my apartment is slowly filling up with small, red flies.
It is proportionate to the fullness of my scraps bin.
But, I [...]

Places

Today, I wanted a place. I wanted to go somewhere. After spending 2 hours in the gym, surrounded by attractive people and walking part of the way home, I had an overwhelming desire to be somewhere that I had no chance of finding. I knew the feelings of familiarity, safeness, calmness and relaxation of where [...]

Sunday…

Acheived almost nothing today… nothing that matters.
The most excercise my body experienced was an incremental rise in heart-rate on seeing real penguins.
I wrote a little. Downloaded a lot.
Tomorrow I reclaim my life.
After I get out of bed.
If I have the resources, I may visit my private washer at the Chim Chil Bung. He [...]